Venting

they say dont go to bed with evil in your heart and bad shit in your mind but what if the person that you want to out your feelings to or whatever is unwilling to listen to what it is that you have to say. do you go talk to someone else or does that have the same significance. i wonder. does it feel the same. tonight its about secrets. she wants to know what i hide in the recesses of my mind but i dont think she really wants to know. she says she does but i think that she wants to know. people say they want to know the whole truth but many people cannot handle said truth because of how big the truth really is. ugh.. i hate now i have to go to bed with this shit on my mind. FUCK!!!