Friday, October 19, 2012

Eyes


Eyes
Drying eyes
Eyes of pain, sadness, loneliness
These eyes are motionless dolls
Forever staring
Eyes
These eyes
Watching me as close as a convicted felon
Waiting for me to slip
Eyes
Watery eyes
These eyes are rivers
Crying me to sleep

I ran away
To avoid these eyes
But they follow me
They're hound dogs
Watching my every movement
Clinging to me like a
Pimple that won't pop
These eyes
Smiling and sneering
Critiquing me like they were Simon
These eyes burn through me
With the intensity of a thousand suns
Singeing holes in my chest
Turning my insides into a crisp
Invisible but
I know they're watching
Eyes
Eyes
Striking me
Like lightning
Electrocuting me
Frying me like chicken

Those eyes
Revealing my truths
My bad past
My present demise
And my unfolding future
Haunting me like Casper's uncles
Eyes
Eyes of strangers
Laughing
Immature eyes seeing
Through my lies
Those eyes
Hollow eyes
I fear these eyes
Eyes piercing my body
Deeper than daggers
Bleeding my dry
And turning me into a 
Stream of nervousness and uncertainty
These eyes
Eyes of passion and stress
Stare deep into my soul
As i cower into my ball
Of anguish and dread

I fear these eyes
Watching me everyday
But these eyes don't fear me

Monday, October 15, 2012

Venting

they say dont go to bed with evil in your heart and bad shit in your mind but what if the person that you want to out your feelings to or whatever is unwilling to listen to what it is that you have to say. do you go talk to someone else or does that have the same significance. i wonder. does it feel the same. tonight its about secrets. she wants to know what i hide in the recesses of my mind but i dont think she really wants to know. she says she does but i think that she wants to know. people say they want to know the whole truth but many people cannot handle said truth because of how big the truth really is. ugh.. i hate now i have to go to bed with this shit on my mind. FUCK!!!