Friday, October 19, 2012

Eyes


Eyes
Drying eyes
Eyes of pain, sadness, loneliness
These eyes are motionless dolls
Forever staring
Eyes
These eyes
Watching me as close as a convicted felon
Waiting for me to slip
Eyes
Watery eyes
These eyes are rivers
Crying me to sleep

I ran away
To avoid these eyes
But they follow me
They're hound dogs
Watching my every movement
Clinging to me like a
Pimple that won't pop
These eyes
Smiling and sneering
Critiquing me like they were Simon
These eyes burn through me
With the intensity of a thousand suns
Singeing holes in my chest
Turning my insides into a crisp
Invisible but
I know they're watching
Eyes
Eyes
Striking me
Like lightning
Electrocuting me
Frying me like chicken

Those eyes
Revealing my truths
My bad past
My present demise
And my unfolding future
Haunting me like Casper's uncles
Eyes
Eyes of strangers
Laughing
Immature eyes seeing
Through my lies
Those eyes
Hollow eyes
I fear these eyes
Eyes piercing my body
Deeper than daggers
Bleeding my dry
And turning me into a 
Stream of nervousness and uncertainty
These eyes
Eyes of passion and stress
Stare deep into my soul
As i cower into my ball
Of anguish and dread

I fear these eyes
Watching me everyday
But these eyes don't fear me

Monday, October 15, 2012

Venting

they say dont go to bed with evil in your heart and bad shit in your mind but what if the person that you want to out your feelings to or whatever is unwilling to listen to what it is that you have to say. do you go talk to someone else or does that have the same significance. i wonder. does it feel the same. tonight its about secrets. she wants to know what i hide in the recesses of my mind but i dont think she really wants to know. she says she does but i think that she wants to know. people say they want to know the whole truth but many people cannot handle said truth because of how big the truth really is. ugh.. i hate now i have to go to bed with this shit on my mind. FUCK!!!

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Sensual Tension

This night like so many others I lay here
Alone without the comfort of your body near
These sheets wrapped around me
Like a cocoon but I don't wanna be set free
I look at the ceiling, the fan blowing softly
Between my legs, up my torso
Over the sweat trickling down my chest
Drifting softly over moistened lips
Sending tingles down my spine
My body caught in the glare of the moonlight
As I recall the words you last spoke
I bite my lips softly
As the words echo through my ears
My body grows tense
As my temperature begins to rise
The heat travel s from my ears,
Down my chest, through my torso
And spreads throughout my sex
The sensations making me sweat
As my body yearns for your touch
Yearning to be close to yours
Wanting to get lost within the softness of your skin
Needing for you to quench the fire burning throughout me
Like an inferno of lust driving me up the wall
Sending my body spiraling down
The tunnel known as ecstasy
I close my eyes and listen to the whir of the fan
My chest hair swaying softly
I smell the sweetest scent on Earth
Lilacs mixed with a slight hint of honey
The aroma makes my mouth water
Wanting to devour the sweet fragrance
Wavering around my nose
I open my eyes and there you are
Looking directly at me
Your brown eyes locked onto mine
Your body speaking to mine
In languages only they understand
Your body radiating the passion that I'm feeling
I reach and I caress your body
Your skin soft like I remember it last
A luscious color looking utterly delicious
Like silk between my fingers
Pleasant to the touch
Stimulating to the senses
Driving my body insane
Driving me to the brink of insanity
I want you
I need to be inside you
I want you to quench this fire
Scorching my body with its flames
Licking the edge of my sex
Ready to devour me
Ready to incinerate my body
If you don't provide me the sweet nectar
That can end my suffering
I lick my lips as I bring you closer to me
And when our lips meet
Your breath accelerates
And a gasp escapes your lips
As I press your body close to mine
Easing my fingers down your spine
Caressing your hills and your valleys
With such precision and passion
Your gasps turn into moans of lust 
On top of groans of pleasure
Our lips part for a second
Our eyes locked in a stare
That sends trembles throughout my body
I kiss that soft skin
So sweet your skin is
I slither my tongue down your body
Over you hills
Through your valleys
Beneath your ridge
Around your river
Draining into your sea
With every kiss I feel your body shake
With every lick I feel your body weaken
With every taste I am pulled in
Making me want to dwell longer
My lips wanting a permanent place
On the bed of your stream
Like an eel
My tongue darts between your forbidden crevice
Exploring the warm wetness seeping
From your cavern engulfing me
Suffocating me for what feels like eternity
But was only a few seconds
I licked your tunnel
As it pulsated in rhythm
With your heart
I can feel your body squirm
Beneath the heat of my touch
Your back arching as your fingers
Thread through my hair clenching tightly
As I tickle your clit gently
Softly nibbling your lips
And oh how sweet you taste
I slip and slide my tongue deep inside
Getting lost in a sea of pink
The pulses quickening, your heart beating uncontrollably
Your toes clenching and your back arching further 
Sweat dripping down your forehead but you don't care
As your thighs tighten around me
My tongue igniting the spark
That sets your soul on fire
Sending a ripple down your spine
Expanding throughout your hips
And exploding out of your haven
Showering my lips with the sweetest thing
I have ever tasted
I watch as your breasts heave up and down
Your mouth wide and your eyes rolling
Toward the back of your skull
As I lap up the trickle of sweet liquid
That just burst through your dam
I smile as I glide my tongue swiftly
Over your clit
Grazing on that small pink pasture
I can tell by your squirms that you're waiting
Your body is willing
Wanting to be completed, dominated
Filled to the extreme by my stiffness
You pull down the only thing
Blocking you from my shaft
Your body glowing with anticipation
My staff trembling with excitement
Ready to be drenched by your canal
Only to be evaporated in your blaze
Your eyes widen as your legs spread
Your thighs glistening
Pointing the way to your fissure
I squeeze my thickness of my rod
Between the tightness of your ravine
Your eyes close and your hands clench
The bed sheets tightly
Your moans thickening the air
As I stroke softly yet swiftly
Going deep yet not quite as deep
As I could possibly go
Rubbing your clit in rhythm
With my tongue circling your nipple
That steadily rises
Hardening more than I
I suck hard
Filling my mouth with the
Softness of your breast
As I steadily plunge my sex
Deeper within yours
Your walls tightening around me
Covering me with the slickness
Of your sweet fluids
I quicken my thrusts as
My tongue threads its way
Between your heaving breasts
Yearning to fill my mouth
Til it can handle no more
Your back arches as you rise into me
Forcing my strokes to slow down
But making my torpedo
Launch deeper than intended
And embedding itself within
The tightening pulsing walls
Oh how good you feel
How marvelous you taste
The warmth of your body causing me
To stiffen even more
I can't believe how great you feel
Allowing my instincts to kick in
I quicken my thrusts
Sending ripples of pain, pleasure and lust
Through your body as you scream
So loud my ear drum shatters
The glass shakes in its frame
The bed quivering ready to give way at anytime
Your body responding to my every touch
Your pupils no longer visible
As your dam starts to leak
You feel yourself try to keep it in
But you can feel it slipping away
You scream as a sea
Explodes from the levy
Forcing me out
Your fingers too tangled in the sheets
To control your waterfall
Your body shaking as you gasp for breath
I grab you tightly
Pulling you closer to me
Kissing you hard and firm while I caress you
Pulling away as I flip you around
And plant your head into the pillows
As I proceed to penetrating your tightness once again
I grab your mounds firmly
Spreading them wide and sliding deep inside
I consume you fully
Going as deep as possible
Filling your body begged me to
Back and forth I slide within you
Listening to your muffled moans
And your stifled moans
Feeling hornier and hornier as I go
Your body wanting all that I can give
Your grove of pink needing me to pluck
Your forbidden flower
Your legs shake as my passion
Slams hard against them
Your legs shake as my passion
Slams hard against them
Like a bomb I shatter your walls
Making you flood all over me
Drowning me in your ocean
I love it, I need more
I run my fingers up your spine
Reaching for your hair smiling devilishly
I grab your hair and wind it between my fingers
I pull soft yet hard
Forcing your body back into mine
Slamming into me, crashing into me
Mmm how special this is
I can feel myself slipping
This sensation overwhelming me
I dont wanna let go
But the pull is just to strong
And I.. can't.. hold.. on..
I close my eyes
I exhale and feel my body unwind
I open them and here i lay once again
Alone without the comfort of you being here
Long nights spent thinkin bout
What I wanna do to you
I lay my head down and fall sleep smiling
Ready to dream round two...

Zephyr

i found solace within the modesty between your knees, tried to give me your heart and soul like what im supposed to do with these, you were just a regular that could provide my release, but you saw me as the zephyr caught between the trees, you wanted to tame me, cut my wings tried to maim me, walking around tellin everyone that you claim me, needless to say that was not the same me, nor was that the sane me cause you forgot im just a subtle breeze, flying through your life like flowers to honey beez, your nothing special like the sensation you get before you sneeze, so honey dont plaque me with your disease, you tried to convince that you love me, said you'd hold me down never put no one above me, always have my back when anyone tried to shove me, keep me with you in heart like you had a picture of me, so i gave you the chance to put your love into fruition, told you to give me your all my only condition, and love me like it was your only mission, turns out as usual you never listen, so i'm flowing through the air like i prefer, somebody set me loose so imma let loose on her, right before i leave i know what imma tell her,  baby dont worry im just your friendly neighborhood zephyr

Lust

long days
bring long nights
and i hunger for you
for your touch
your kiss
your warmth
a fire spreads throughout my being
as i crave your lips
those juicy lips
that fit perfectly against mine
i desire you
the touch of your skin
against mine
the electricity that runs through me
sends my senses ablaze
i lust for you
those brown eyes
burning holes through me
igniting the passion dormant within
telling me more than your mouth ever could
i fiend for you
that voluptuous body
soft and delicate
but so stimulating
driving me insane
i thirst for you
wishing to drink from your fountain
sipping from the brim
as you overflow
along with my desire
i yearn for you
that sweet nectar
the brutal warmth
of your depth
as it tightens around me
engulfing me
into a world of ecstasy
i burn for you
your passion rekindling
the lost flames of my embers
as we become one
under the moonlight
a blazing inferno

and as we lay here in each others arms
i whisper i love you

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Role Reversal


i watched you as you stalked me
pretending to be unaware
as you gazed at me from afar
unaware that that i was watching your every move
your eyes wide 
studying me, enveloping me
i could tell you desired to be by my side
you wanted to be the friend laughing with me
the girl hugging me
the lover kissing me
with earnest you watched me
devoured my every move
your mind engulfing my existence
yet your fear kept you from approaching me
still i watched you stalk me
growing fond of your lingering presence
smiling when i caught you staring
chucklin when i saw u blush
knowing you had no idea
secretly i wanted you too
not knowing when i myself became the pursuer
and you the prey
i noticed i began to watch you
saddened when you werent around
happy when you walked past
excited when noticed me watching you
jealous when you talked to another
how i desired to close this distance
this barrier between you and i
yet i realized
you began to disappear
removing yourself from my world
as i became curious about yours
as you began to give up on me
my desire for you grew astonishingly
more and more you crossed my mind
i knew i wanted you 
needed you, had to have you 
so today as i stand before you
for the first time
since i noticed you watching me
i ask you
will you be mine...

First Kiss


so close
yet so far away
i reached my hand to touch you
but touched nothing but air
i tried to wrap my arms around you
yet staggered through you
like you werent even there
yet you were so close
why couldnt i touch you
hold you close to me
like i wanted to
yet before i asked 
i already knew the answer
sadly you belonged to another 
yet my desire for you was great
like i needed you beside me
your mouth warned me that it was treacherous
my mind told me it'd be torture
my heart still crept closer to you
i walked towards you
reaching my hand toward your face
stopping at your cheek
though i could not touch you
i felt your warmth
you desired me like i desired you
i stepped in front of you
your eyes closing
i knew what you wanted as you leaned toward me
i kissed you
though our lips never touched
the electricity 
the sensation
the feeling
better than any before
i looked at you
though you were already fading
as the sun rose over the horizon
disappearing
as if you never truly existed
yet i could still taste you 
feel your lips 
that i never felt
a memory that would last forever
our first kiss...